{"id":7,"date":"2007-02-18T07:24:48","date_gmt":"2007-02-18T12:24:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tukangdezain.prohosts.org\/wordpress\/?p=7"},"modified":"2007-02-18T07:24:48","modified_gmt":"2007-02-18T12:24:48","slug":"just-from-the-past","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/taufan.net\/2007\/02\/just-from-the-past\/","title":{"rendered":"just from the past"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"\/wp-content\/lonelybench.jpg\" onclick=\"window.open(this.href, '_blank', 'width=800,height=600,scrollbars=no,resizable=no,toolbar=no,directories=no,location=no,menubar=no,status=no,left=0,top=0'); return false\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/tukangdezain.teracities.com\/wp-content\/lonelybench.jpg\" style=\"margin: 0px 5px 1px 0px; float: left\" alt=\"Lonelybench\" name=\"graphics1\" align=\"left\" border=\"0\" height=\"75\" hspace=\"3\" vspace=\"3\" width=\"100\" \/><\/a>di bangku itu bersamany&#8230;<br \/>\nserasa smua beban kehidupan hilang bagaikan asap<br \/>\nmasih di bangku itu&#8230;<br \/>\ngelak tawa saut menyaut<\/p>\n<p>di bangku itu jg&#8230;<br \/>\nkeras dan kotorny pikiran kembali mencair<br \/>\ndan menjadi jernih<\/p>\n<p><em><br \/>\nkini&#8230;bangku itu sendiri!<br \/>\nbangku itu ttp berdiri teguh di sana<br \/>\nagghhh&#8230;tidaaaaaaaaaak!<br \/>\nakulah yg sendiri!<br \/>\nmencoba bergerak menuju keramaian namun tak tergapai<br \/>\naku kesepian!<\/em><\/p>\n<p>mengulang waktukah yg kucari???<br \/>\nuntuk kemudian memperbaikiny???<br \/>\ntidaaaaaaaaaak!bukan itu yg ak inginkan!<br \/>\nak ingin menjadi orang yang baru&#8230;<br \/>\ndikenal layaknya orang yang baru<br \/>\nmengucapkan kata hai!<br \/>\nberkenalan dan berteman selamanya&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><em>tp itupun blm mampu ak lakukan<br \/>\nataukah perjuanganku yg dimentahkan?<br \/>\nataukan ada laku yg tak termaafkan?<br \/>\nataukah memang diri ini yg akan mengalami sepi selamany?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"\/wp-content\/illness.jpg\" onclick=\"window.open(this.href, '_blank', 'width=435,height=318,scrollbars=no,resizable=no,toolbar=no,directories=no,location=no,menubar=no,status=no,left=0,top=0'); return false\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/tukangdezain.teracities.com\/wp-content\/illness.jpg\" style=\"margin: 0px 5px 1px 0px; float: left\" alt=\"Illness\" name=\"graphics2\" align=\"left\" border=\"0\" height=\"73\" hspace=\"3\" vspace=\"3\" width=\"100\" \/><\/a>fuih&#8230;ak harap tidak seperti itu skenarionya<br \/>\nsetitik cahaya redup terlihat di depan mata<br \/>\nmenggembirakan walau kadang hilang dihadang kelabunya awan<br \/>\nmenggembirakan walau kadang dalam mimpi berbentuk impian<\/p>\n<p><em>weks&#8230;<br \/>\npandai bermain dengan impian memang keahlianku<br \/>\nbermimpi siang dan malam juga termasuk keahlianku<br \/>\nnamun&#8230;salahkah berharap?<br \/>\ntuk jadikan mimpi dan impian terwujud?<br \/>\n<\/em><\/p>\n<p>tp&#8230;ak sedang bermimpi<br \/>\natau ketika bangun hanyut dalam lamunan<br \/>\nlantas bagaimana mewujudkannya?<br \/>\ni need somebody HELP&#8230;WAKE ME UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"di bangku itu bersamany&#8230; serasa smua beban kehidupan hilang bagaikan asap masih di bangku itu&#8230; gelak tawa saut menyaut di bangku itu jg&#8230; keras dan kotorny pikiran kembali mencair dan menjadi jernih kini&#8230;bangku itu sendiri! 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